Enchantress! Deity ! Worship ! Lover!
Are you ?
Will you ?
Do you ?
Have you ?
I know you will know of or know some one that has had a complete head over heals love for some one or a love like worship on you ? Or you an utter worship and love you cannot shake towards another be it knowingly or unwittingly have you had another man or woman in your power ? To What, manipulate ? Plunder ? Control ? Why ? to make you feel secure ?
Or did it make them feel secure to have power or control of you, or of someone you know ? And how why is this so is it magic ? Is it love ? Is it a lie ? Is it a dream ?
Or are they just evil in the manipulation of another's good faith and caring nature ? As it is those who may be the targets of the evil of manipulation and entrapment of a lover ? we all know of some body who was entranced !? When every one around them could see the wrong why cannot they ? Why could they or you not see the ways of the one you loved was hurting you deceiving you destroying your spirit your individual character and making you there own ?? Is this the act of evil ? Or just the power of a mind uncontrolled by the overwhelming forces of love lust sex ? desire destiny fate ? fear insecurities ?maybe greed evil unknown abilities of the effects one person can have over another ?
Or where you naive to the fact of your hold of lust , mesmerising power hypnotic effect you have had over another ? Or another had over you ? Why do ones in love never see the pain caused by the ones they worship love and adore ?? Is this a part of the discovery of true love ?
Personally i have been entrapped by a woman i believed i was not in love with, but i loved as a person who i cared and felt for her, even felt sorry for her, so the more i felt for her and wanted to help her, not change but to help her make better decisions in her life to better her future as choices now will reveal your future path and that i think is the key! The key i did not and never could hold for her, As changes and choices are made by individuals alone from there own life experiences and journey and creation of there own living and environment they are around, in apart of, good and bad.
So the more i felt she deceived or just in my eyes made choices i believed were wrong but now i know obviously were choices she had to make to create her own written fate or destiny whatever it would be, was not up to me to choose decipher stop or change as it was not my life to do so but not realising that at the time i was perplexed at the lies and deceit and the bigger it got the uglier we give ! And in doing so i created a manifestation of exactly the person i would despise to be almost like a switched role looking out into a world of fear and negative destructive forces that i detested furiously and was trying to protect her from i simply became ! So at the same time manipulating my own existence and life to caste whatever it was i was caste to be ?? and in the end it was to look in at my self and see that in fact i was the one the manifestation of exactly what it was i was trying to protect this woman from !!!!!!
The only way i would ever help this woman was to get out, get away, break free, break the bond i thought i had and break the destructive nature of the power of ones own my own manipulative mind for to lie is wrong but to lie and trick yourself is a path to self destruction and self destruction reaches out to who ever is the closest, as they will if allowed be destroyed as well be it family, friends, lovers, self destruction will not discriminate when one cannot accept there own truth it can and will destroy all within reach personally ! mentally ! Physically ! Spiritually ! and it was not until then i realised you can never not only change another but also cannot make another change there own destiny ideals choices for if you do in turn it will be your own character spirit that will in fact change and more times than not it will manifest into exactly what it is you distaste and desire never to be !! And until each individual understands and accepts there own truth good and bad they can never be helped or change only helped when they themselves change ! That is the answer i feel .we can only ever help another once they themselves have made there own changes for there own reasons and if we truly want to help, then it is time to help and to help is to simply be there.
Any way just a thinking out loud :-))
- Posted from rhpmobile
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